I'm so exhausted I can barely keep my eyes open but it's hard to shut the world out sometimes. Especially because I have been going through some family/personal issues lately that just stress me out to the point I feel almost catatonic. I know that I isolate myself when things start going awry...and I wish I could stop it...just NOT do it....try to embrace my friends and family and ask for help....but I hate to feel so weak. Like I HAVE to be this badass bitch that grabs life by the balls and fixes her own problems ~~ when in all reality that is just a part of me, I am only human and I get emotionally exhausted sometimes by what my Wonderful Life throws at me.
I seriously feel like most of the world does NOT give a fuck about anyone but themselves. Like maybe it is the economy driving this "every man for himself" attitude. Or maybe some people are just assholes.
Who knows?
I am planning a Superbowl Party on the 5th, just family and all. I admit I am not fond of either team but if I had to choose I am going to be cheer leading for the Patriots. I love Tom Brady, what can I say?
So the menu is going to be nothing but finger foods and appetizers that will kill your diet ~ Country Style ribs in the crock pot, homemade guacamole and queso, homemade chicken nuggets, Italian deli-style sandwiches on thick bread with provolone, tortilla chips, champagne punch, and of course the always needed cheese tray with sausage.
Ok. I'm hungry. I am always hungry because all I do is EAT. And yes I stay thin...because I EAT - little meals all day, I don't suffer.
Damn it, I am hungry.
See ya.
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